i can't either and i fucking hate it. i wish they'd split up already, i am sick of distracting myself. sometimes i hallucinate them fighting, that's how gone i am and jusgt fucl.
i've tried telling my mom that it makes me physically sick but they still do it, she kinda more or less told me it's life and i need to just become stronger
i guess it's hard, after all i dislike so many people? and i don't have a bf, i'm not even sure i'd like my bias irl
anon, maybe we'd hate each other irl too i don't tell people about my rl and maybe you don't either, so we could be hating each other irl and not know that we're going through the same shit.
i know you are, but there will be happy times, just focus ahead, i know one day i'll move out my friend (she's a bit older than me) and her parents fought every day, her mom was very VERY sick and cheating on her dad and she finally moved out, even though it's hard financially, and doesn't have her own computer (she uses her phone for the internet). this is what keeps me going and i like reading fanfic and scenarios which i know meme hates but it's good for lifting my mind off things.
it doesn't help in the middle of the fight ofc, just at other times.
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(Anonymous) 2013-08-06 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)but i can't move out
you can get past it, just find somewhere to escape to, mentally
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(Anonymous) 2013-08-06 04:46 pm (UTC)(link)and i don't have a bf, i'm not even sure i'd like my bias irl
anon, maybe we'd hate each other irl too
i don't tell people about my rl and maybe you don't either, so we could be hating each other irl and not know that we're going through the same shit.
fandom is my happy place for now :(
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(Anonymous) 2013-08-06 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)my friend (she's a bit older than me) and her parents fought every day, her mom was very VERY sick and cheating on her dad
and she finally moved out, even though it's hard financially, and doesn't have her own computer (she uses her phone for the internet).
this is what keeps me going and i like reading fanfic and scenarios which i know meme hates but it's good for lifting my mind off things.
it doesn't help in the middle of the fight ofc, just at other times.