haha idk either, how does online/ldr stuff work?? and yeah, that was basically it, i didn't feel as much as she felt and realized i was not rly going to, and it would have been cruel. but mb also i'm more used to being the person who loves moar hahahaha
i'm back in my hometown taking care of my parents, and bc of that my career is stuck altho i'm doing art and writing on the side like usual. as a life it's such a stark diff from what i'm writing rn i could cry